Maybe If

I really think your starting to see how good I am for you...
Now that I'm gone.
Now that I live 1500 miles away.
How convenient.
Maybe If we found you a job here(Which u mentioned, not me)
And maybe if you get over your bitterness
and maybe if we both really let go of the dreaded ex's
And maybe if I lose weight.

Maybe maybe maybe
All I know is you have stayed in contact with me since i left...
more than anyone else...
even my mom and the dreaded ex.
Our phone calls make my night,
our texts make my day.
Do you have any idea how much I am feeling you
or are you still completely oblivious.

Maybe if its meant to be it will be.....